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Side Effects Of You

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These are the side effects of you, the smell of your hair, the sound of your voice, the softness of your skin. These are the side effects of my missing you. Trying to find you I'll keep screaming your name.

Yet….I'm done with the pain, I'm sick of the games I have to play to have your eyes on me.

We were fine until we met her, I know it sounds selfish, I know I'm going to sound like an ass but…I wish that we'd never met the little Missy. I wish that it was still just the two of us. I wonder what it would have been like…if we were to save Sinnoh without her.

With out Platina…

Why can't I stop screaming your name?! Why am I so sick of everything? I'm so blind, I'm so blind that I can't even see the living a life that's already dead. I can't let go of you or I'm all alone.

Dreaming as we fall irreplaceable time to wake up it's over and leave it alone. I'm so sick of the pressure that our games have created; I'm tired of screaming your name. My throat raw, and my voice is hoarse, I can barely speak anymore.

Nothing will be the same once I let you go, I can't let you go or I'm all alone. I'll be all alone again!  You found me alone, crying, and wanting to die. You took my hand in yours and promised that you'd always be there for me.

Holding my hand, never letting go even though you were teased and taunted, I could see the light in your eyes slowly fading every time those words hurt you. I could see the scar that was left behind.

Yet, you would always smile for me. Always, hold my hand. Leaving me to dream of us falling, our fingers holding the other's hand holding one another close as the ground slowly became closer and closer to us, I would wrap my arms around you, protecting you.

Praying that if anyone were listening, watching my dream. That you would live, I wanted you to live in this dream. After all, if I were to lose you, may it be in my dream or in real life. I would be all alone.
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"Pearl….Pearl…Pearl! Wake up its okay Pearl!" Diamond yelled shaking me, trying to wake me up. My eyes snapped open, I could see his blue eyes full of tears that he'd had yet to shed, pushing myself up into a sitting position I couldn't help but marvel as Diamond's Tirtwig themed pajamas brought me peace.

Wrapping my arms around him, I could hear Diamond hiccupping, knowing that it was my fault I mumbled, "I'm sorry Dia…I'm sorry."

"Y-you kept screaming for me…but you wouldn't wake up! You wouldn't wake up! I thought…I thought…I thought that you were going to-." Diamond was cut of by a kiss, my lips sealing over his as I kissed away the tears that dotted his face.

Running down his cheeks, I held my closest, my dearest friend as close to me as possible. Allowing Dia to cry into my shoulder, setting my chin atop of his head I breathed in the familiar sent of Diamond's shampoo.

A small smile broke out across my face, as I wrapped hand around Diamond's chin. Titling his head upwards away from my shoulder so I could see him, smiling I ruffled his hair, earning a small displeased noise from Diamond I couldn't help but laugh.

Diamond pouted looking at me; he pushed me away as he got up off the bed, wiping his face with his sleeve as he said, "P-Pearl! You're such a jerk! I should have just kept on sleeping and left you there thrashing on the bed!"

Standing up I wrapped my arms around Dia's waist, pulling him back towards the bed. Holding him as close to me as I could I placed my forehead on his shoulder, "Dia….thank you…thank you for waking me up. Thank you for staying with me…"

Diamond shrugged his shoulders, sighing he laid his head atop of mine, smiling he replied, "Pearl…what kind of boyfriend would I be if I were to just leave you there screaming for me in your nightmare?"

Laughing I began to tickle Diamond, earning laughter from my boyfriend, I yelled, "You wouldn't be a very good one!"

"Hahah! Pearl!!! Stop it!!! Hahahahahahh!"

Though my nightmares are always the same, I know that Diamond will be here with me when I wake up. Even though Platina takes him away from me in my dreams, my memories going away with him as he says good bye….I know that it isn't true.

Because…I wake up each morning to the happy light snoring of my angle, my Diamond….my boyfriend and that's when I know….that it was merely a nightmare and nothing more.

Because…Diamond is mine…and I am his. These are the side effects of me knowing Diamond…but…I love them because they are the side effects that made me love him. Even though I'm bossy, loud, and rude, Diamond still loves me. And I love him…so I won't have anything to worry about.

Diamond will be there to save me, and I'll be there to save him. After all if I were there to do that then…

What kind of boyfriend would I be?
Happy Birthday :iconkatehitomi: this is my not so great (and probably confusing) gift for you! Sorry for the punctuation mistakes...I lack a beta.

Well, the title probably has nothing to do with the story (or even fits with it....) it just sounded good to me. Well, here's my first attempt at AbsurdShipping (or ClingyShipping whatever you call it)! I used some lyrics from the Jona Red song Can't Let Go. But the lyrics are mixed in with the song, listen to it to find them.

:iconpokespediamondplz: & :iconpokespepearlplz: (c) Rightful Owners

Lyrics & Song (c) Jona Red
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